Beda Keyakinan

Hari ini gue kembali menjalin percakapan dengan ex honey yang jauh disana. tapi chattingnya itu buat gue BETE banget. Gimana ga,, dia ngomongnya nyerempet ke arah Vulgar terus.. Sex terus.. Ngeselin ga sih??

Kalo orang BULE mah udah biasa ya.. kalo gue yang notabene anak baik2 dari Timur, malas lah.. sampe gue berantem masalah kaya gini doang.. 

langsung ajalah gue copas chatingan gue sama dia..

[8:52:29] Alejandro Lopez: good thing we stopped dating , I would have made you my slave in bed  (=<

[8:52:37] Alejandro Lopez: you are too pure ^^

[8:53:07] aini: i wont talk to you if u always talk about that ale

[8:53:21] Alejandro Lopez: I wont talk to you if you cant talk about that aini

[8:53:41] Alejandro Lopez: Remember that I live with no rules but with certain self-limits

[8:53:59] aini: much topic we can talk, yeah i know

[8:54:01] Alejandro Lopez: its a shame that some people limit themselves

[8:54:21] Alejandro Lopez: that's just not for me

[8:56:34] aini: ok

[9:03:17] aini: u just wanna sleep with me  so u being me as gf before? thats the real reason?

[9:03:43] Alejandro Lopez: hahahah OF COURSE I want to have sex with you

[9:03:44] Alejandro Lopez: but no

[9:03:51] Alejandro Lopez: that was not the reason

[9:03:54] Alejandro Lopez: I did really liked you

[9:04:03] Alejandro Lopez: but I don't like limits

[9:04:24] Alejandro Lopez: its better if you look for a muslim guy

[9:04:26] Alejandro Lopez: =/

[9:04:40] Alejandro Lopez: some one willing to play by the rules of your culture

[9:04:51] Alejandro Lopez: but I do like you

[9:05:01] Alejandro Lopez: and I think you are cute and interesting

[9:05:08] Alejandro Lopez: your bday present was beautiful

[9:05:17] Alejandro Lopez: and I do appreciate you n_n

[9:05:45] aini: really im so shock hahaha

[9:05:50] aini: oh my god

[9:06:30] Alejandro Lopez: i love sincerity ;)

[9:10:31] aini: i think ur diferent with other western guy, but ur same

[9:16:07] Alejandro Lopez: no, i am very diferent

[9:16:24] Alejandro Lopez: but if its easier for you to think that i am the same then go ahead

[9:16:34] Alejandro Lopez: i am not being bad

[9:16:40] Alejandro Lopez: i am not looking for sex only

[9:16:55] Alejandro Lopez: i am just looking for a girl to live a calm and nice life with no limits

[9:16:58] Alejandro Lopez: just happiness

[9:17:11] Alejandro Lopez: and you are looking for a guy who is willing to follow the rules of your religion

[9:17:13] Alejandro Lopez: i am not

[9:17:17] Alejandro Lopez: i respect you

[9:17:20] Alejandro Lopez: and i respect your religion

[9:17:37] Alejandro Lopez: that's why i decided to not continue with our relationship

[9:21:35] aini: yeah i know hahahha

[9:22:55] aini: so be nice friend for me like before, and dont think back about our dating day before. actually im so happy i ever you as my bf,,

[9:23:31] Alejandro Lopez: i am happy that i was your bf too =)

[9:23:40] Alejandro Lopez: you was a wonderful and sweet gf

[9:23:47] Alejandro Lopez: very very sweet

[9:23:59] Alejandro Lopez: and yes of course i will be your friend silly =)

[9:24:05] Alejandro Lopez: i am not going anywhere ;)

[9:25:48] aini: ;)

[9:32:00] aini: u know, when u tell me story ur friend about different of him and his gf and broke up, and u ask me how about us, thats make me dont know what should we do for not broke, but hahaha now this happent to us. i try my best but still canot to prevent from broke.

[9:32:38] Alejandro Lopez: some people is just not ment to be my sweet little chocolate

[9:33:05] aini: i hope u found the good one, and im too hahhaa

[9:33:16] aini: if i got marry, u should come

[9:33:18] aini: ok?

[9:33:29] Alejandro Lopez: if a guy treats you bad or harms you

[9:33:32] Alejandro Lopez: let me know

[9:33:35] Alejandro Lopez: i will fuck him up

[9:35:45] aini: thankyou my lion hahah

[9:36:07] Alejandro Lopez: np my chocolat =)

Semua berakhir karena keyakinan yang berbeda. dia orang yang bebas, dia gabisa jika banyak peraturan. gue sih ga ngerasa tertekan tapi dia yang ngerasa tertekan. ya RESIKO lah punya pacar dari timur.. gue juga sebenernya udah capek juga harus berusaha kebal ama kebiasaan BARAT dia, yang liar..  tapi gue senang sempat mempunyai pacar yang manis, lucu, dan dewasa kaya ale.. dan gue rasa, dia juga masi menyesali kenapa bisa terjadi, dan juga putus karna hal yang menurut dia sepele.. thats no sepele honey.. masalah besar!!!

sekarang dia bilang ke gue, akan mencoba tidak menyukai gadis muslim lagi, karena limit.. ya itu sih pilihan lo le, lo bebas memilih. gue tekankan lagi bagi gue ini bukan batasan,, tapi sesuatu yang sebisa mungkin gue ga langgar, karna keyakinan. gue juga ga suka ada pembatasan.. dan si ale ngomong gini :

[10:15:53] Alejandro Lopez: You live in limits

[10:16:01] Alejandro Lopez: Lets g

[10:18:51] Alejandro Lopez: Lets go and swim in the beach on a beautiful beach, then lets make love and then lets eat anything we want, no limits

[10:19:12] Alejandro Lopez: No muslim bathsuit

[10:19:17] Alejandro Lopez: Bikini

[10:19:30] Alejandro Lopez: Can you ?

[10:22:21] aini: no hahha

[10:22:34] aini: i will do that with my husband

[10:22:40] Alejandro Lopez:  Exactly

[10:23:01] Alejandro Lopez: Im looking for some one who can

[10:23:05] Alejandro Lopez: So

[10:23:15] Alejandro Lopez: No muslim girls

[10:23:16] aini: u will found that

[10:23:19] aini: yeah

[10:23:50] aini: much girl will doing what u want to do

[10:24:05] aini: that so interesting, they will be think that

[10:24:12] Alejandro Lopez: :)

[10:24:24] Alejandro Lopez: But i will still go visit you ;)

[10:25:07] aini: im waiting u here

[10:25:11] aini: :)

Dan chattingan pun berakhir..

males gue juga.. kalo bahas kaya gini gakan ada habisnya. kita emang udah salah dari awal. sebenernya yang salah itu gue. udah terima lo.. udah jadiin lo pacar gue.. dengan segala resiko gue tabrak.. resiko JARAK, resiko BUDAYA, sampai ke resiko AGAMA. gue yang salah, sampe gue pun lelah.. dan lo juga lelah.. lo lelah karna klo sama gue gabisa melakukan hal BEBAS yang lo inginkan.. karna gue pasti akan potong begitu aja. im so sorry honey.. ups i mean, im so sorry ale..hahahha, 

Ok sekarang kita coba jalanin aja hubungan sebagai teman.. teman yang baik, yang saling mensuport untuk menemukan pengganti terbaik. teman yang saling menyayangi.. hahhaha gue bolehin lo manggil gue my beautiful eyes.. atau my my my yang lain.. spesial buat lo, kalo buat orang lain mah ga boleh.. orang udah berakhir.. dan gue paling kadang akan manggil lo my lion..

Ah jadi sedih gue.. ale i miss you so much.. gue tunggu lo di jakarta.. gue akan ajak lo dinner di Cafe Batavia. tapi lo yang bayar.. hahahhaha gue mau ngedate sehari aja sama lo.. tapi jangan apa apain gue ya.. haha lo kan Lion.. bye ale. thanks for 24 days. thats great memorry.. mi amor ale, yo te amo.